I don't remember how many tests I had while I lived in St. Louis. But Dr. Clouse said the same thing, "You are just at a stressful time in your life." And that was how my increasing pain was left. Wait until you don't have anymore stress and let's see how you feel. After 3 years of graduate school, it was still there!
I left St. Louis bound for my final internship at a hospital in Tulsa. I am from a small town north of Tulsa, so Tulsa was our go-to town. I was moving home. In fact, I really was moving back in with my mom and dad for three months while I completed my last internship. I had plans in the back of my mind of finishing this up and moving back to Texas, Dallas or Ft. Worth maybe. Soon, I thought, I would be back in God's country. Again, in those three months, I don't have distinct memories of major stomach troubles or pain that are worth mentioning. I am sure I had pain, as I remember trying to find a new gastroenterologist in yet another new town. My mom ripped a page from the city magazine that had the peer reviewed "Tulsa's Top Docs." With nothing else to go on, I called a Dr. Peter Aran and asked to be seen. I didn't know what an incredible doctor I was seeing and that the future with me and Dr. Aran would produce a wonderful doctor-patient relationship.
My 3-month internship turned into a job opportunity that I didn't turn down. I knew my health was volatile and I knew I should probably stick closer to home. I loved where I worked and by the time the offer came around, I was thrilled to take the job. I was finally employed! I moved to Tulsa almost immediately and moved in with a dear friend from high school in a wonderful old condo. We were all set to have loads of fun.
This was the time that I really remember my health getting bad. The pain was more frequent and more intense and my quality of life was certainly on the decline. Praise the Lord I stayed in Tulsa. My sister and her family were close, Mom and Dad were just an hour away. At a time in my life when I was supposed to be striking out on my own and being independent, I really needed my family.
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